Engulfed and Captured - 12/20 Tuesday 9:26pm
Everyone loves you. Can’t do anything wrong. They laugh when you laugh. concerned when you cry. I’m wrong your right. complete opposites. In this relationship. Look down on me. Don’t give me sympathy. Adaversity amplifies your qualities. There’s simply nothing wrong with you. You’re wonderful. I wish i was too. I am obviously not cooperating, i am purposely no want to. Cuz the view from below gives me no Hope. Never been alone one day in your life. If the tables were to turn transition from black to white. Well i am insecure and if you don’t know this by now i’m telling you the only way that i know how. Your love i love to hate myself. Not surprising how i’ve made my own Hell. You keep promises, i break them. You try and i fake it. Your selfless that makes me selfish. I envy everything abouta you. I made up a lie.. i told everyone.. i didn’t need you. We take our separate ways. Our minds may be thinking the same but our hearts just can’t take anymore. We may be thinking of the same thing, but its not enough. I fight the need for you. I fight the want to communicate and i fight the feeling. Goodbye.
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About me
The most important thing to know -I put my friends up on a pedestal of unbelievable heights. Day in and day out, they're my reason for living. Whether i'm having the best or worst day of my life, i'm confident that they'll stick with me no matter what. I'm particular in choosing friends, which is why many are led to think i have no real friends. In actuality, i do have friends, but only a choice few. I only associate myself with those that are true at heart and that have personalities wrought of the stuff that makes platinum seem to be worth next to shit.
I've always heard that actions speak louder than words and i believe that some of the things that i do can accurately shed some light on the person that i am. I actually like to read every now an then and write.... I'm a language enthusiast and i love fully utilizing my vocabulary, but not so much w/ my grammatical skills. I also love listening to music, whether it be by myself or with other people. Music is something that i use for both comfort and a way of expressing myself. I only like doing things that challenge my mind. These things are most often writing or working on tech, among some other things. I personally prefer to continually push it to the limit and i'll never stop.
I'M ALL ABOUT
Life, Hope, love, music, knowledge, movies, friends, expression, cuddling :), meeting new people, existentialism, the feeling of belonging, food, people watching, violence, aggression, coffee, and HANGING OUT HARD AS FUCK :D
I FREAKIN HATE
disease, fucks that fight with no heart, politicians, giving all i can and getting nothing in return, assholes, liars, thieves, fucking up, and the thought of letting myself down.
LOVE LIFE
Somewhat nonexistent- "they say the don't know when but a day is gonna come. When there won't be a moon and there won't be a sun. It will just go black. It will just go back to the way it was before."
"I believe some things happen for a reason. People change so you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you'll eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so that better things can fall together."
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