February 2012
1 post
28 More Fucking Days - 2/16 Thursday 9:10pm
I threw away my phone. I thought that you should know. I’d throw away my home if i had somewhere to go. Anything to stop the circle in my brain. Anything is better than you making me feel lame. 28 days to kick the habit. 28 days to let you go. 28 days and I’ll be on my own. All my life i’ve been sorry for something. Something gets me nothing and nothings such a waste. All this...
January 2012
7 posts
Still Gotta Say Goodbye - 1/19 Thursday 2:26pm
You don’t know me. Like you knew me. You stopped listening the moment that i needed you the most. You can’t see me. Like you saw me. Truth comes easy, but it’s hard for you to pull me from the ground. So i scream, scream cause it hurts. Your every word cuts me inside and leaves me worse. There’s no way back and what if there was.. You’d still be you and i’d...
Those Times of Feeling Lost - 1/16 Monday 8:10pm
Is anybody out there? Does anybody see? That when the lights are off. Somethings killing me. I know life seems like people care. Cuz they’re always around you, but when the day is done everybody runs. Who will be the one to save me from myself? Who will be the one who’s there. Not ashamed to see me crawl. Who’s gonna catch me when i fall? When the show is over and its empty...
Remind Me Again? - 1/12 Thursday 8:02pm
Here I am again. And i’m starin at these same four walls alone again. And now, all the colors blend, and i’m growing old and i’ve become this empty page. Hold on, its tragic. Stumbling through all this static. I just wanna talk to you and my broken heart just has no use and i, i guess promises are better left unsaid. Every time you try to tell me, you say the words that im the...
Better Off With You - 1/11 Wednesday 10:26pm
The sky is falling and it’s early in the morning, but it’s okay somehow. I spilt my coffee, it went all over your clothes, i gotta wear mine now. And i’m always always late, and my hair is a mess even when it’s straight. But so what, I’m better off everyday. When i’m standing in the pouring rain, i don’t mind. I think of you and everythings alright. I used...
The Clear View Ahead of Us - 1/10 Tuesday 3:26pm
On a Monday, I am waiting. Tuesday, I am fading, and by Wednesday I can’t sleep. Then the phone rings, I hear you and the darkness is a clear view cuz you’ve come to rescue me. I fall, with you i fall so fast, i can hardly catch my breath i hope it lasts. It sems like i can finally rest my head on something real. I like the way that feels. It’s as if you know me better than i...
Come Back To Me - 1/10 Tuesday 3:10pm
I looked away then i looked back at you. You tried to say the things that you can’t undo. If i had my way i’d never get over you, But todays the day i pray that we make it through. Make it through the fall, make it through it all. I don’t wanna fall to pieces. I just wanna sit and stare at you. I don’t wanna talk about it and i don’ want a conversation, i just wanna...
First Time In My Life - 1/5 Thursday 8:08am
Waking up i see that everything is okay. The first time in my life and now its so great. Slowing down I look around and i am so amazed. I think about the little things that make life great. I wouldn’t change a thing about it. This is the best feeling. The innocence is brilliant. I hope that it will stay. This moment is perfect, please don’t go away. I need you now. And i’ll hold...
December 2011
5 posts
Engulfed and Captured - 12/20 Tuesday 9:26pm
Everyone loves you. Can’t do anything wrong. They laugh when you laugh. concerned when you cry. I’m wrong your right. complete opposites. In this relationship. Look down on me. Don’t give me sympathy. Adaversity amplifies your qualities. There’s simply nothing wrong with you. You’re wonderful. I wish i was too. I am obviously not cooperating, i am purposely no want to. Cuz the view from below...
Feelings I Can't Shake No More - 12/16 Friday...
Remember when I cried to you a thousand times. I told you everything, you know my feelings. It never crossed my mind that there would be a time for us to say goodbye, what a big surprise. But i’m not lost, i’m not gone. I have not forgoten. These feelings i can’t shake no more. This feeling’s running out the door. I can feel it falling down. And i’m not coming back...
Face the New Tomorrow - 12/16 Friday 9:16pm
Darling,
You’re hiding in the closet once again, start smiling. I know you’re trying real hard not to turn your head away, but just keep trying. Face the new tomorrow, tomorrow is not yesterday. I know its a drag, but wipe your eyes and put up your head. I wish you could be happy instead. There’s nothing else i can do, but love you the best that i can. Darling.. I was there once...
Don't Waste Another Day - 12/16 Friday 9:06pm
All this talking to you. I don’t know what I’m to do. I don’t know where you stand. What’s inside of your head. All this thinking of you.. Is that what you’re doing too? You’re always on my mind. I talk about you all of the time. Don’t wanna waste another day. Don’t wanna waste another minute. I can’t wait to see your face. Just to show you how...
When You're Gone - 12/16 Friday 8:58pm
Don’t know, don’t know if i can do this on my own. Why do you have to leave me? It seems i’m losing something deep inside of me. Hold on, on to me. Now I see. Everybody hurts some days. It’s okay to be afraid. Everybody hurts, everybody screams. Everybody feels this way and it’s okay. It feels like nothing really matters anymore. When you’re gone, i can’t...
November 2011
11 posts
Our Moments In Time - 11/25 Friday 12:10am
It’s those moments when we are looking into each others eyes that I sit and wonder, is this what love is supposed to feel like? Both heart’s skipping a beat, our knees trembling, our minds racing, our hands wanting to feel our perfect skin, our lips needing each others kisses, and our souls desiring the warmth of our love. It’s between each kiss, each stroke of our tongues, each touch of our...
Todays Special Day, I Suppose - 11/24 Thursday...
Today is the day. If i show you, if i just hold you just for today.. I’m not gonna wanna let go. I’m not gonna wanna go home. Tell me you feel the same. Cuz this feeling for you is for real. I can’t help myself, its the way i feel. When you look me in the eyes, like you did last night. Don’t ever say good bye cuz i can hardly stand it. It feels so right cause it does just...
Where Do You Stand Now - 11/24 Thursday 6:12am
All this talking to you. I don’t know what I’m to do. I don’t know where you stand. What’s inside of your head. All this thinking of you is what you’re doing too. You’re always on my mind. I talk about you all of the time. Don’t waste another day. Don’t waste another minute. I can’t wait to see your face, just to show you how much i’m in...
Sick of Your Little White Lies - 11/22 Tuesday...
You had my heart and love in the grasp of your hands. You know fairytales don’t come true. Not when it comes to you. Open up for the first time and you can bet that it’s the last time. And i’m cool with laying low. It’s Saturday night and I’m staying home. I’m feeling good for the first time. It’s been a while since the last time I’ll wave goodbye...
You Are Never Really Gone - 11/22 Tuesday 10:56am
I miss you. I miss you so bad. I won’t forget you. I hope you can hear me. I remember it clearly. The day you slipped away. That was the day i found it.. won’t be the same. I didn’t get around to kiss you.. goodbye on the hand. I wish that i could see you again. I know that i can’t. I hope you can hear me cause i remember it clearly. The day you slipped away. I had my wake...
Takes Two to Make it Work - 11/20 Sunday 12:42am
I’m sorry if this hurts you. We became very distant. But i tried to keep what we had once. i was wrong. It wasn’t keeping me awake. You didn’t listen, you didn’t hear me. When i said i want more, i got no more. You weren’t steling me away. It’s not enough to give what it is i want. To get me everything i need. And i wish it was. I think it’s time to give...
The Nights I Miss You - 11/18 Friday 10:24pm
Well, its good to hear your voice. I hope you’re doing fine and if you ever wondered i’m lonely here tonight. I’m lost here in this moment and time keeps slipping by and if i could have just one wish i’d have you by my side. Oh how i miss you dearly. And i love you more than i did before. And if today i don’t see your face.. nothings change, no one can take your...
Hero of the Heart - 11/15 Tuesday 11:02am
You’re the only one who made it through the fire, the burning fire. You’re the only one who walked the water and made it to the other side. Only one who sees the sun. You know i’m calling. You’re the one who took me by the hand and showed me how to fly. And i feel safe that i’m up in your arms. Nothing can touch me when i’m right where you are. You busted...
The Past Life, a Beautiful Time - 11/12 Saturday...
I miss your soft lips, i miss your white sheets. I miss the scratch of your unshaved face on my cheek. And this is so hard cuz i didn’t see.. that you were the love of my life and it kills me. I see your face in strangers on the street. I still say your name when i’m talking in my sleep. And in the limelight i play it off fine. But i can’t handle it when i turn off my nightlight....
Flyleaf - Tiny Heart
You're My Cliffhanger - 11/12 Saturday 12:18am
If you are a cliffhanger ending. I’m the one that doesn’t know anything. Like a magpie and a ring. I am always gonna be looking right to you. You capture my attention, carefully listening. Don’t wanna miss a thing. Keeping my eyes on you. You got me on my toes. If i were to hide out on the sea.. You’d be whispering from the westerlies. In any book i’ll ever read. Youd...
October 2011
12 posts
Stop Putting On Make-Up - 10/28 Friday 6:42pm
Girl quit putting on a pound of that damn base on your face. You have a fucking gorgeous face without all that coal shit and minerals on your face. The guys only rate you an 8+ only cuz you have a body worth pounding THATS IT. Don’t waste your time. Guys.. if she’s willing to be THAT easy for you and you accept, that only makes you just as easy. Those only looking for sex and a fun...
Glory in the Moment - 10/15 Saturday 11:46am
You build a heart that’s strong, walls to last long, Its paper mache. You think that battle’s won. No use for shields and guns.. You’ll need them now. That lump takes a home in your throat. With the words that you’re choking as you try. To tell yourself its okay. Flying by time to gaze, but never ace. Your stuck in the moment when you thought you were roling but you...
The Classic Love Story - 10/15 Saturday 11:30am
If life was a movie and love was a song you’d be Gene Kelly and I’d be in love. Our roles would consist of Paramount lines, like “I love you forever” and “always be mine” We could be happy singing in the rain, and our love story is classic in every way. Perfect couple in an old movie. If moves were a dance hand in hand we would be, tapping sporadically...
Meaning of Love Can Change - 10/13 Thursday 9:34pm
What is love you ask? To be honest, sometimes I get lost in this simple question. I think the degree of how long I can go describing the word, would take a while. You know when sometimes you get lost in someone’s eyes or you get that overwhelming feeling in your stomach, when their around? Love is when your heart is smiling, when it’s singing with such exuberance that it will skip a beat from...
You're the Reason I Want to Mess With God's Plan
When you try your best, but you don’t succeed. When you get what you want, but not what you need. When you feel so tired, but you can’t sleep.. You’re stuck in reverse and the tears come streaming down your face. When you lose something you can’t replace. When you love someone but it goes to waste. Could it be worse? Lights will guide you home, and ignite your bones, and I...
Thinking of You - 10/9 Sunday 9:52pm
Comparisons are easily done. Once you’ve had a taste of perfection. Like an apple hanging from a tree. I picked the ripest one, I still got the seed. You said move on, where do i go? I guess second best is all i will know. Cause when i’m with him I am thinking of you. What you would do if you were the one who was spending the night. I wish i was looking into your eyes. You’re...
The Goodbye Letter - 10/8 Saturday 1:26pm
This is as quiet as it gets. We are hushed down to go to sleep. We were once so perfect, me and you. You color my eyes red. Our loves not alive its dead. This letter has written itself inside out again. When rivers turn to roads and lovers become trends.. this is where it ends. This is the calming befor ethe storm. This absolution is always incomplete. It’s always bittersweet. I won’t...
The Prideful Bunch - 10/6 Thursday 10:46pm
On the coldest day.. abondoned by my mother whom my father i was raised. My father raised me with a stubborn heart. My mother left me her good looks and her confident charm. Well i spent most of my teenage years searching for her love, i could not find it anywhere so i turned to drugs and after all the blurrness had cleared it was said and done. I found myself addicted by the age of 16 -.- I tell...
Why Don't You Remember - 10/6 Thursday 10:06am
When will I see you again? You left with no goodbye, not a single word was said. No final kiss to seal anything. I had no idea of the state we were in. I know i have a fickle heart and a bitterness.. and a wandering eye and a heaviness in my head. But don’t you remember? The reason you loved me before.. please remember me once more. When was the last time you thought of me? Or have you...
This Is My Goodbye - 10/3 Monday 11:42pm
You’ve got me where you want me. Falling on the ground. I hold you in the highest place, so i’m getting out. Cause you’ve got me so strung out when you leave and come around. How am i supposed to breath, the more i live its killing me and now i’ll be glad to see every time you leave. This is the last time. This is the last fight. Sunsets to sunrise. This is my goodbye. From...
The One That Got Away - 10/2 Sunday 1:06pm
Where’s my will? Can i find a way? the Earth is wild and i can’t sit still. A familiar sound. A familiar voice. Makes it so hard to make a choice. I don’t know if i should stay. A thousand stars. You have my word. I’m bright enough to fill these cracks. I ran to you like water. I threw my body in and i’ll stand up on the ocean, just to show you that i am strong, but...
September 2011
18 posts
Miss the Ol' Times, Come Back - 9/24 Saturday...
I miss how you used to know exactly what to say to make me feel better /: what happened
“Here we go again, i kinda want to be more than friends. So take it easy on me....”
Healthy Love Determination - 9/24 Saturday 10:29am
On the first page of our story. The future seemed so bright. Then this thing turned out so evil. I don’t know why I’m still surprised. Even angels have their wicked schemes and you take that to new extremes, but you’ll always be my hero even though we’ve both lost our minds. Now there’s gravel in our voices. Glass is shattered from the fight. And this tug of war,...
“I remember the times when she wasn’t looking.. you’d kiss me(:”
– from me to you
Here's To Getting Out Alive - 9/22 Thursday 9:54am
Memories, they haunt me. They trickle in like rain. I have no choice, these things affect me. They cast their shadow on the day. Yet through the haze i stand completed. Yeah, as spotless as can be i do believe in this choice i’ve taken. So.. today is a beautiful day. So we rewind back to the time when life’s not making any sense.. you would hold me, you’d understand. My lonely...
Disintegrating fear - 9/17 Saturday 9:38am
My mouth has shut not to open up, I’ve kept my back to them. Those things they say blew my ears away, I’ve stopped listening. Its something new, you should try feeling, waking up on the other side. These walls, why do we need them? I’ve hidden thought so well.. We’re drawn to be what we wish to see, you only half believe. Now I have strayed, falling far away. Let me clear...
Papa Roach - No Matter What
This song was...
“We were given: Two hands to hold. Two legs to walk. Two eyes to see. Two ears to...”
You Will Be Found - 9/13 Tuesday 10:46pm
Somewhere there’s a sea that has no other side. Somewhere there’s an airplane lost beyond the sky. So fly us up above the clouds. Live your life, where you are now. In the darkness round the sun. There’s light behind your eyes. When you’ve lose the will to run you can feel it start to shine. When you’ve lost the will to run. You can feel it start to shine. When the...
Back To the Past - 9/13 Tuesday 10:42pm
Here we again. With all the things you said and not a minute spent. To think that we’d regret, so we just take it back, take these words and hold our breath. Forget the things we swore we meant. I’ll write you just to let you know that i’m alright. Can’t say i’m sad to see you go cause i’m not. And here we go again with all the things we did and now i’m...
Death Cab For Cutie - Earth Angle (Cover)
Better Off This Way - 9/10 Saturday 12:40pm
Here we again. With all the things you said and not a minute spent. To think that we’d regret, so we just take it back, take these words and hold our breath. Forget the things we swore we meant. I’ll write you just to let you know that i’m alright. Can’t say i’m sad to see you go cause i’m not. And here we go again with all the things we did and now i’m...
Symphony of Freaks - 9/7 Wednesday 10:42pm
Our relationship is like no other no one could even comprehend to. I get so sad when you leave. Happens everytime. I don’t try too hard to make you stay cuz i don’t want to annoy you. But i still hold on tightly to the one we call Oliver(: We kiss goodbye, but not for long, but it’s okay i’ll see you in my dreams. Whenever we cuddle i just want to drift away to wonderland....
We're Going the Distance - 9/5 Monday 4:40pm
I wake up in the morning and put on my face. The face that’s gonna get me through another day. Doesn’t really matter how i feel inside cuz life is like a game sometimes, but then you came around me. The walls just disappeared, now there’s nothing to surround me to keep me from my fears. I’m unprotected. See how i’ve opened up? You’ve made me trust. I’ve...